♥ Let Thy Words Be Few.
Singapore Poly, DTRM.
DTRM/2A/07 is ♥ .
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Saturday, September 27, 2008, 8:42 PM
i'm feeling so terrible right now.& the only place i can go to is here, which not alot ppl is aware of.
i've actually made someone feel that way.
i'm just a selfish little thing, who never try to understand ppl.
but i really know the feeling of losing someone close to you.
i can understand your feeling.
& i don't need you to feign happy infront of me.
i remember i lost my uncle all of the sudden, while he was on his holiday.
families & relatives were all crying waiting for his body to be shipped back to sg.
from what i know, he was in his hotel room all alone during that time.
he must have felt so helpless back then.
i attended the wake, saw his body.
i could barely hold back my tears as i saw tears at a corner of his eyes.
he still had feelings, he knew we were sad, he felt painful.
i don't understand why am i saying all these over here, you'll nv see it.
sorry for everything, i know i've let you down.
& i deserved this from you.
ignore me all you want.
i know you are feeling more tired than me, rest well.
i can't stand myself.